long time no see....
Saturday, September 17, 2005 8:18 PM
haha..... been a mth since i last posted.... haiz.... didn't online 4 the past mth, so can't write anything... haha... well, been really really busy like a bee recently.... haiz...... everyday wake up @ 5am, go work, haiz.... so tired man.... :(
i dunno y, i keep failing my final theory test. haiz.... or maybe i'm not suitable to drive? heh heh.... it's like the 100th time i fail.... but now, i confirm i got 4 qns wrong.... wow dey really strict leh! 4 qns only oso cannot.... haiz.... n oso dey now is comouterised one, the computer super lack ah! press the button le still not selected... haiz.... have to press a few times n really hard..... if not, it'll stuck there. haiz.... press until my hand pain ah.... haha..... maybe i buck up more n hopefully i can get a pass nxt time rnd.... haha.....
haiz..... i guess my family, n me, are fated to live life the hard way.... :( my parents always buy 4D n it always miss..... today i juz found out tat my father's car num open @ 1st prize, but the prob is, not tat he didn't buy, is he didn't go sys entry, the first prize is 5928, not 5982..... haiz.... my father so pek chek ah!!!! mi too..... u noe wat, last weekend n dis wed, he got buy system entry, but today he no buy, n it open like tat.... haiz..... really dui one leh.... haiz.... i guess, we're not in the favour of luck. we'll live life the hard way.... haiz.... tat's our fate.... haha.... no choice, ren ming ba...... haha.... but i not gan xin leh..... how come heaven let other ppl so lucky n not us? not fair..... oh well, life isn't fair anyway...... haiz.....
sian..... i dun noe when i can find a well paying job.... haiz.... now tat i'm not in the mood to study, i guess i'll go find a premanant job, but i hope to get a pretty well paying job. i dun wanna stick in a job tat pays less dan 1000 one..... haha.....
hmmm..... i guess i'm really destinied to be alone my whole life.... haha.... i guess, maybe in later yrs, when my income allows me, i'll go adopt a child to raise up... haha.... i love to have 1, hehe.... so hmm, yeah.... maybe a couple yrs down the road, i'll go adopt a child n raise up as my own... hohoho.... then i can have a sth on my mind..... tks jo 4 encouraging me to dun give up. but i really ren ming le.... there's no one in this world is to be mine.... like i said, he's either gay, ah bo go be monk, ah bo is dead le..... not arnd le..... haha..... i dun dare to keep my hopes up.... haha... hay, maybe when i go adopt a child, maybe u can be the child's godma? haha.... :P i have dis idea 4 quite some time le..... juz tat i didn't tell anyone.... everytime i saw those orphans i so pity em..... i really wish i can immediately adopt 1.... but den, hmmm, not rite now, cuz i can barely survive.... haha.... couple more yrs down the rd, when my income allows me, i'll definately do so.... hehe...... n i truely hope yer prince charming will come along real soon.... hehe.... ;)