My so-called best buds
Monday, May 23, 2005 12:05 AM
well, to others may tink it's rite 4 best buds to do n say such stuffs, but not to me. juz today, i kenna suan by one of my "best buds". well, i wouldn't say who, in case she's reading this. well, there's a place i haven't been to, ok, tat place is a bar, n i was asking her a little more abt it, like wat's costs like, n do dey offer any food or anything to eat. well, those r considered normal questions, cuz some bars offer only like finger foods n some dun even offer, but she says i ask too much. well hey! i haven't been to those places, of course i need to ask a bit to get a better idea rite, she began to say i'm not suitable to go to such places n i'm like mountain turtle. she even suggested me not to go to such places. hell, who wouldn't be hurt after hearing these? i cried after hearing it, i'm so angry wif her. y is she such insensitive? so wat she'd been to such places? does tat make her a better person dan me? i'm 100% sure if i'm the one who been to such places, n she's the one who haven't been to, she'll definately ask more questions dan me! i can still remember, the first time i watch a concert wif her. i'm working @ a cd shop, n my sup gave me a pair of free concert tix, i can't remember wat artistes, i plan to watch it wif her. she become so ScArEd tat she keep flooding me with tons n tons of questions, like u confirm can go in watch not? i scared leh, later cannot go in how? we came all the way here le, later cannot go in how? wow, my first concert leh, nervous leh, confirm can watch ah. dun later tell mi cannot watch ah... etc... n i have to keep telling her tat it's ok, confirm can watch. n i have to tell her 2 weeks b4 the concert. now i only have a few bits of qns n she find me ask too much. how can she like tat? it's so hurtful. i'm still crying now even when i'm almost done. how can she treat me like tat?